Leaking
It leaks
into the spaces
around my other
organs
above
below
and adjacent
to it.
Poison drips
like a leaky faucet,
(with no one to fix it)
into my veins.
What is this new
substance
taking over my core?
The cavity
where my heart
used to rest,
is spilling over the
edges.
Love is finding its way
to my soul.
01/06/12
Every day I discover more and more beautiful things. It’s enough to drive one mad. I have such a desire to do everything, my head is bursting with it.
Many people still confuse ‘attachment’ with ‘love’. Attachments are about fear and dependency, and have more to do with love of self than love of another. Love without attachment is the purest love because it isn’t about what others can give you, because you’re empty. It’s about what you can give others—because you’re already full.
5000letters:
1. You can be anything.
- Might I create butterflies from the knobs of my spine? The thump of my heart will keep them warm. They will unfurl their wings like the beat of poetry and I will keep them, between the spaces of my bronchi where they will flap when I read something that chokes…
I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it — to be fed so much love I couldn’t take any more. Just once.
I really don’t know what ‘I love you’ means. I think it means ‘Don’t leave me here alone.’
I need you. I get so scared sometimes. I wish you could climb in my mind with me.
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Francesca Lia Block, The Hanged Man (via theantipoet)
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